Im back!

I haven't written in my blog in quite a while, a lot has certainly changed since then. But i signed in to find that i have no followers. Well that kinda suck.

I'm still that girl i described earlier, the one who thinks differently and likes to observe rather than be part of it all, the only difference now is that i am 16 and madly in love. so follow me :)

good natured people?

Are the people in the world that we lived in good natured? Does kindness and compassion come naturally? Unfortunately,no. I belive the antithisis of this. Us human beings are terrible spirits. Hobbes was right! Do you need proof? Well observe toddlers at play or teenagers engaging in a P.E. soccer game. They are plain cruel! I believe for a person to even be close to good nature they need to actually try! thats what makes reality seem like a dream like a dreamality, when you see people truly making an effort to be a better person to find the joy in everything no matter how obscure it may be!

why am i doing this?

I am doing this because lately i have noticed how different i am from my surroundings. i am a 15 year old girl in highschool, and day in day out i feel less inspired by what we call the best years of our life. dont get me wrong i do have fun and no i am not some ugly loner girl its just that i truly feel that my mind works different than most. i feel as if the way i look does not match who i am and the things i like! do you ever feel that way? i mean so many people percieve me as some stupid promiscuos girl when in reality i am a starwars, video game loving person. i am writing this blog because i would like to see if there are others out there like me, not because i have nothing to do. i would also like to share the fantastic things that cross my mind, on the meaning of this life that we strive to understand.