why am i doing this?

I am doing this because lately i have noticed how different i am from my surroundings. i am a 15 year old girl in highschool, and day in day out i feel less inspired by what we call the best years of our life. dont get me wrong i do have fun and no i am not some ugly loner girl its just that i truly feel that my mind works different than most. i feel as if the way i look does not match who i am and the things i like! do you ever feel that way? i mean so many people percieve me as some stupid promiscuos girl when in reality i am a starwars, video game loving person. i am writing this blog because i would like to see if there are others out there like me, not because i have nothing to do. i would also like to share the fantastic things that cross my mind, on the meaning of this life that we strive to understand.